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Characters: Davesprite & AU!Jade
Format: action!
This log is: closed
Location: Infirm & outside of it
Summary: Dave is in a coma so Dave goes to Visit Dave and Jade comes with Dave.
Warnings: EMOTIONS

[ Dave makes his way to Fortitude's infirmary and waits with his back pressed against the wall, arms folded over his chest; Jade should be here soon. He basically flew over as fast as he could-- or well, glided-- the second he hit submit on his PDA. But still, he's surprised he managed to get there first.

In all honesty he's a bit worried about the other Dave-- he doesn't want to see himself get hurt, it's upsetting in a way that he can't quite articulate without sounding majorly uncool. So it's with a knot of hidden anxiety in his stomach that he wonders just what the fuck Dirk could have possibly done to knock him into a fucking coma. ]

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[inamber]

[ He holds her for a long minute in total silence. Just when it's starting to get awkward... he speaks up. It's just a mumble, but she's close enough that she should be able to hear it just fine. ]

Shit, no it isn't. Stop making excuses for me because I done fucked up. I fucked up so bad and guess what, I'm sorry.

[ The guilt is hitting him hard, and so he sucks in a breath and steadies his voice. If Jade is paying attention, she'll notice he's shaking. ]

I don't admit to this shit often. Christ I am a tool right now. I sound fucking stupid. But every time I look at you all I can think about is how bad I blew it all. I never wanted this bad shit to happen to you, and it's completely my fault.

I get it if you hate me for it, that's cool. I don't expect anything different, I kind of deserve that. Lay it on me. I can handle it, so don't hold back. I just want you to know I'm actually sorry.

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[ she shakes her head, but can't find the words for anything. An uncomfortable silence passes. ]

I don't hate you.