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Eleventh Beat in Text

asl club???
lets just say its on some indefinite hiatus
going to just put that on the shelf
let it get kind of homely before we grab at it again
maybe get friendly with the dust even
i can recommend books if youre just like
omg i need to learn right now!!!
other than that
im outtie
this week is fucking ridiculous

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[ because he figures they shouldn't air all this dirty laundry in public ]

Yeah, I did. Dumbass. Were you trying to catch a cold?
You were like a fucking leaf with how hard you were shaking.

[Dave just crawls in with her. He searches for her arm so he can run his finger over it, not wanting to use his PDA.]

'I know.'

fuck
i didnt mean to fall asleep out there
didnt think i was just gonna like
knock out cold
hnnnrghhgh
this dreaming crap
makes derse the happiest place on earth atm

Not gonna lie, I am pretty much in agreement. If I had to list my reasons for wanting out of this place, dreams would be right up there at the top.
But I bet they're even less pleasant when you're sick, right?

its pretty crappy
like why does it even think we want this shit???
im not sick

[He's just got enough nightmare fuel for a lifetime.]

I know I for one have never been interested in sleeping or any of this REM bullshit normal people put up with.
And maybe not, but you would have been if I hadn't gone to find you.

it was like cool
for maybe the first time
and then the appeal wore off pretty much instantaneously
i know
jegus

[ Going to take this opportunity amidst crying to lean against him. ]

Why did they have to take him? Why does he have to go home? What if--

[ What if he DIDN'T go home? What if they just killed him, left the memories and dragged him off somewhere? Those Weapons in the tower, they were real weapons. Some of them she'd used before. ]

They take your Weapons! They take out your soul and you can't go back!

[ well THAT thought is just a ray of sunshine and she starts sobbing, burying her head in his shoulder. ]

Yeah, I guess, maybe once or something.
Hey. Question. How long have you been awake on Derse's moon?
Did you ever have normal dreams at any point?
I'm just trying to figure out how you keep shit straight.
Like how do you know whether that wyrm attack or that time it rained cotton candy was real or just a figment of your Morphean imagination?

[Oh god. No. He considered what the Weapons in the tower meant, but he isn't going to believe that. They wouldn't. That's fucked up...right? Even they wouldn't do that.]

'Don't say that. He went home. There's no way they can just take your Weapon then off you. I mean, who even does that?' [It's kind of funny that he even draws out the punctuation.] 'I mean, the staff here are kind of nuts, but I doubt any of them actually take the time to do this.'

[He's trying to make sure this doesn't get to him, but there's a slight tremor. Dave was trying his best not to start shaking.]

...
okay first of all
it didnt rain cotton candy
as for being awake
i was always awake
i just didnt know for awhile apparently
funny how that shit works
so i guess i never really had any
wow
in retrospect that sounds fucking retarded

Just checking. Figured it couldn't hurt to ask.
What about it sounds retarded? I just heavily implied that it was the same for me.
Never mind. [ He'll figure it out. ]

no i mean
realizing i was awake
the entire time

Oh. Yeah, no, same here. I think it just works that way.
Feel free to continue the self-deprecation, but it's not necessary.

[ She pauses, but she's trembling. This is what it means, she thinks. This has always been a good place for her -- even when they're fighting, even when they have to go to class and the staff doesn't care about them. But now.... ]

I'm scared. I want to go home.

[ Even if home means not existing. ]

im not self deprecating anything
ugh
whatever

[He wants to sleep. But you're in the room and he doesn't know what's going to happen when he sleeps. Being scared to sleep is seriously the most annoying thing.]

[He snakes his arm around her so he can pull her close.]

'We can't just go home. We have shit to finish here.'

We have to save everybody else.

[ She's still sobbing. ]

But what if they take you next? Or Dirk? Or Marisa, or Suzaku....?

I meant in the battle, yes. You've even beaten my knight on a few occasions.

I did want to thank you for the forethought in coming along. Having another player on premises proved invaluable.

Good.
I'm going, let me know if you need anything.

[He reads this, reads the replies. See's Jade's that seemingly has no answer... He doesn't even pretend to understand what he can see of Dave and Dirk's conversation but that's not what was important.

John was missing...]

Dave where are you?

yeah
k
ill holler if shit comes up

[What a stupid lie.]

'We will.'

[Well, someone will. Jade could be a hero. She might still have some problems, but she was better hero material than him. He was just a side character there to help the hero.]

'I think I'm pretty much stuck here for the whole ride. They haven't gotten rid of me yet.'

hes okay right???
your welcome
i mean i mostly went because jade went
but i guess my need to be everywhere is convenient
im glad mostly no one got too hurt

whats up???
you need me for something or whatever?
im not in the room but im still on campus

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