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Eleventh Beat in Text

asl club???
lets just say its on some indefinite hiatus
going to just put that on the shelf
let it get kind of homely before we grab at it again
maybe get friendly with the dust even
i can recommend books if youre just like
omg i need to learn right now!!!
other than that
im outtie
this week is fucking ridiculous

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i dont care about making raks
holy shit
i make a crapton each week anyways
being a player makes that shit easy as fuck
its just like
sup
youre a player
let us throw money at you
maybe i just like working there
if only to sit at a counter and stare at instruments for a few hours
why do you care if i stay in bed for a day???

Because shit keeps going badly for you and I figure you might want a break?
Plus you kind of confirmed that by calling off your makeshift class and saying you wanted to sleep all day.
You're my roommate and more than likely some kind of alternate universe relative of some sort.
Besides, I just don't like seeing people fuck themselves up, okay?

hnrrghhhghh
thats because
...
ugh nevermind
going to work for a few hours isnt going to kill me

[He can handle this! He's spent days in SBURB. Okay...so days isn't weeks, but that's besides the point.

Also, Dirk kind of hinting at caring is just.
Weird. If only because he doesn't know how to handle the other.]

Do what you want, but I am all sorts of advising against this.

ill tell you how much of a terrible idea it was
when it bites me in the ass
annotated and everything
lalonde would weep proudly at my effort even

I'm gonna expect no less than three pages of single-spaced 12-point Helvetica.
Seriously, though, I can tell you're kind of weirded out by me, so if it helps I will gladly vacate the dorm if you want to stay home.
One whole Dirk-free Saturday.

just for that
im typing in comic sans
what???
im not weirded out by you

[He kind of is. But that's not even the problem. And he kind of likes you in the dorm. He'll never admit it.]

you brought me back from the roof that night

[He woke up to a smuppet in his arms. Don't you dare tell him that wasn't you.]

[ because he figures they shouldn't air all this dirty laundry in public ]

Yeah, I did. Dumbass. Were you trying to catch a cold?
You were like a fucking leaf with how hard you were shaking.

fuck
i didnt mean to fall asleep out there
didnt think i was just gonna like
knock out cold
hnnnrghhgh
this dreaming crap
makes derse the happiest place on earth atm

Not gonna lie, I am pretty much in agreement. If I had to list my reasons for wanting out of this place, dreams would be right up there at the top.
But I bet they're even less pleasant when you're sick, right?

its pretty crappy
like why does it even think we want this shit???
im not sick

[He's just got enough nightmare fuel for a lifetime.]

I know I for one have never been interested in sleeping or any of this REM bullshit normal people put up with.
And maybe not, but you would have been if I hadn't gone to find you.

it was like cool
for maybe the first time
and then the appeal wore off pretty much instantaneously
i know
jegus

Yeah, I guess, maybe once or something.
Hey. Question. How long have you been awake on Derse's moon?
Did you ever have normal dreams at any point?
I'm just trying to figure out how you keep shit straight.
Like how do you know whether that wyrm attack or that time it rained cotton candy was real or just a figment of your Morphean imagination?

...
okay first of all
it didnt rain cotton candy
as for being awake
i was always awake
i just didnt know for awhile apparently
funny how that shit works
so i guess i never really had any
wow
in retrospect that sounds fucking retarded

Just checking. Figured it couldn't hurt to ask.
What about it sounds retarded? I just heavily implied that it was the same for me.
Never mind. [ He'll figure it out. ]

no i mean
realizing i was awake
the entire time

Oh. Yeah, no, same here. I think it just works that way.
Feel free to continue the self-deprecation, but it's not necessary.

im not self deprecating anything
ugh
whatever

[He wants to sleep. But you're in the room and he doesn't know what's going to happen when he sleeps. Being scared to sleep is seriously the most annoying thing.]

Good.
I'm going, let me know if you need anything.

yeah
k
ill holler if shit comes up

[What a stupid lie.]

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