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001 ♑ open log

Characters: Gamzee and roommates?
Format: Prose is what I'd rather use at the moment, but it can switch to action later.
This log is: Open
Location: Fortitude, Pale 2-A
Summary: Gamzee's not feeling well at all... are you really going to bug him?
Warnings: He'll probably be aggressive if your character speaks to him.

His head hurts.

No, 'hurts' isn't right. More like throbs. More like he's in agony, each second passing slowly and torturously. He wonders if his head is going to explode, if he's going to snap and break and shatter, wonders if he'll coat the walls with indigo. The bright of the sun, that motherfucking sun, makes him want to claw his own eyes out because it just won't leave, and it doesn't burn his skin but he wishes it would because then maybe he'd be put out of his misery.

It'd started slow, but the battles and the rush and blur of everything, the talking and yammering and nobody shuts the motherfuck up around here only made things worse. He's in his room, and thank the mirthful messiahs, it's empty, how painfully miraculous. He doesn't even want to think, doesn't want to feel, because with the headache comes a stomach ache -- and his muscles, they ache, too. It's strange and maybe it's just because of the shock -- but wouldn't that only be mental stress? It just feels like something's missing. Felt like that for a long while, since he got here, and he's not even sure how many days have passed but its been getting worse and worse, and now it's at its peak. Maybe it's just got to get worse before it gets better, but he doesn't think he'll make it to the 'get better' part.

So he's left to grab his PDA and a blanket, maybe two, okay three, and he doesn't care whos they are and just wraps himself in a cocoon. It's the first comforting feeling, with warm, suffocating walls wrapped around him, he's felt since he got here. Everything's too bright and now it's dark, and the burn and throb of his eyes and head slow. So he's in a quiet corner, praying the pain and the -- urge -- to just hurt someone leave. ( That's another thing he'd felt, anger, like that quick whip of irriational anger he'd felt upon learning he'd be a weapon the first week. But now it grows; and it does not leave, even though he hides it behind his friendly mask, just grows, threatening to consume him. )

He thinks he`ll stay hidden here for a while...

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Wow, someone is grouchy. He'd make a pass, but he actually doesn't know Gamzee enough to know whether that's a stupid idea or a hilarious idea. For now, he'll go with terrible idea.

aspirin
its for headaches and shit
you feeling like shit???
i guess we can go get some painkillers together then
i mean i can never tell whether you trolls are just having one of your moods
or need shit
idk
youre usually happy as shit or what not
is this just a thing that happens to you???
time of the month???

Okay, maybe he did kind of make stupid comments towards you anyways. But then again, Dave is pretty sure that Gamzee doesn't even know what he's referring to when he says time of the month. And if he does, well, knowledge is power. Or something stupid like that.

Edited 2012-01-20 02:09 (UTC)

No, he does not know what Dave is referencing there, but he still thinks it's goddamn stupid. "Motherfuck, yes, I'm feeling like shit. Everything's too goddamn noisy and BRIGHT." He breathes in sharply, sighing. "This ain't nothing I felt before. Started feeling bad since I motherfucking got here, and I ain't got a clue why." No. He's talking too much. Way too much, he should just shut up, and holy fuck he's actually glad Dave can't talk or he'd probably be ripping his face off right about now, or slamming the door in his face. One of those. He just can't handle any bullshit right now, and without much heat in it, he growls. "So where the hell would the painkillers be?" He thinks sinking so low to accept human crap is kind of disgusting, actually, but there's nothing else he can think of to ease the pain. And if Dave doesn't have a good (immediate) answer he's pretty sure he'll just go curl up back in his blankets.

He didn't know enough about what the trolls required or why it was happening to figure out why Gamzee was acting like he was. But then again, he couldn't decide if this was normal. He hadn't met any of the trolls in person before until now, so it was likely that this was some side effect from something. Maybe they're that unaccustomed to the human terrain? That sounds silly. Trolls were supposed to be built to survive harsher conditions then them.

Dave pointed towards the direction of the infirmary before quickly typing it onto his PDA too.

infirmary would have them
we can go there

Gamzee nods, but stops short because that just makes his head throb worse. "Sure, motherfucker, but we better be quick." And Gamzee doesn't explain why, though it should be obvious by this point. He pauses after closing the door to his (shared) room, (quickly and quietly) and tilts his head as he looks at Dave. "Why didn't you just motherfucking go there in the first place?" A small grin appears on his face, and he almost laughs, but stops himself. It's really not funny. Nothing is right now, he decides, as he reluctantly starts towards the infirmary. He hopes when he returns to his room no one's there.

i dont know whos there

And Dave didn't really want to find out. He didn't really like the school officials. He didn't know why they were doing what they were. Some of them seemed nice, but if he could avoid them completely, he would. He walked alongside with Gamzee, relatively quiet other then occasionally looking at the screen of his PDA.

seemed better just to ask around
maybe
idk i guess actually talk to whoever else was here

"Well, I guess we'll just have to find out." Said with a shrug. He doesn't really care who's there. He doesn't really care about the school, except all the crap that came along with being here...

"... They're all kinda motherfucking sketchy. I'm guessing that's why you ain't talking to them first? They rub me the wrong way. This whole school does. Taking away all the weapons' rights..." And back comes the anger that was finally managing to fade. An unintentional growl slips through his throat, and he snaps out; "Don't see why the hell they'd set me up as a weapon." His pace speeds up, anger burning past the headache -- and while this burned so hotly, a part of him still said it was irriational. That he shouldn't take it out on anyone innocent. But these words kept growing fainter and fainter...

Oh, he's angry again. At this point, Dave was pretty sure anything could set Gamzee off, which struck him as odd. Maybe he'd have to ask Vriska or Feferi why a troll might act this way. There had to be a good reason and it didn't seem Gamzee knew himself.

its probably random
i bet they dont even care who theyre choosing
they just need people to be weapons
people to be players
i dont like it though
which is why i didnt want to go to them first

He's sure a lot of the people here were nice. He just...didn't mesh well with the public usually. Honestly, things here are more tolerable then school at home. It didn't really make him want to settle in here though. Especially since he knew he was forgetting something important back at home. Something really important. Or a lot of important things.

He snorts with derision. "Of course it's motherfucking random, why the fuck would they choose humans over trolls?" Over highbloods. Highblood. Indigo, higher than all those other motherfuckers, certainly towering over humans. Pathetic, weak. His hand twitches in an odd little way as he glances at Dave. "Doesn't matter to you right now anyways. Right, motherfucker? You're a player. Don't need to ask or beg anyone for your rights."

Ouch. Okay. Whatever. He actually doesn't care about this troll versus human bullshit anyways. So he'll let the comment pass since, he seriously doesn't care about this need to be superior raise shit.

uhh
idk
if my friends are getting treated like shit
because theyre a weapon
that aint cool

He doesn't like the whole beg for rights thing. He already told anyone he vowed with that they can do whatever they want. If they wanted to eat in the cafeteria, that's fine with him. Use the school facilities. Go crazy.

matters to me if people are being treated like shit

"Ain't cool with you? Haha, here I was thinking you'd be the kind of smug bastard that would go along smiling with this shit." Okay, not really, but he's not thinking too much about what he's saying at the moment.

They've reached the infirmary, now. Gamzee just turns around to Dave and gives him a pointed look, smiling. He doesn't care that it'd be easier for himself to ask for the painkillers.

Dave idly wonders if Gamzee was trying to get a reaction out of him now. Or if he's just saying this out of his bad mood.

He's really siding on the 'doing it to annoy Dave' side though. There's a roll of his eyes, unseen by his sunglasses, as he goes inside the infirmary to acquire painkillers. Whatever makes Princess Gamzee and his bitchy mood any better, he'll just get it over with.

Gamzee watches in an amused, vague way as Dave steps inside to find painkillers. He steps inside as well, but doesn't follow Dave in finding something. His headache isn't so strong now, but it's still pretty damn annoying... "Hurry up." He's mumbling to no one in particular.

Dave eventually comes back and holdes the bottle out to Gamzee. He makes sure to give the other plenty of room to make a grab at it. He doesn't want to accidentally touch the other. Those penalties are a bitch.

He takes it, exaggerating being delicate with a flourish of his wrist and a leer. "Thanks, bro." He still manages to grate out that, though. He pops open the bottle and shakes out three or four of the little pills, eyebrow arching in disgust a moment before swallowing them dry. They go down smoothly, considering he'd never had anything like them before. "Fucking weird."

guessing they arent something you guys have???

Whatever. He doesn't really even want them anymore. Maybe he should have just went to sleep instead of asking around. Then he wouldn't be on this pseudo strange adventure with a pissed off troll. Sleeping definitely sounds better then that.

"Sure as hell aren't." He's pretty sure he'd know about something like this. Then again, his lusus didn't really teach him anything. That puts a scowl on his face, although it's not really directed at Dave. He gives him a look and nods towards his room. "I'm going to go see if I can sleep. Schedule's been fucked over with this whole daytime bullshit. Hope these things help." He grunts with disdain and gives the little bottle a shake as he speaks before snapping the cap back on and offering it to Dave.

He waves his hand off to inform Gamzee to just go. At this point, he was pretty sure if they stuck together for too long, Gamzee might flip out on him. Not exactly something he wanted. He took the bottle of painkillers from Gamzee, shoving them in his pocket.

naw just go
i forget you guys are nocturnal and shit
i guess if youre feeling better
holler
or some shit

"Sure, motherfucker." He gives a small wave as he turns and heads back to his room. Maybe sleep would do the trick, would make him feel normal again. He sure as hell hoped it'd at least stop this headache.

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