Waking up [open]

[swordofzero]

Characters: Suzaku and anyone whose name is not Lelouch anyone
Format: Starting in prose but happy to switch
This log is: Open
Location: Conquest infirmary and then by the lake
Summary: On Wednesday Lelouch and Suzaku had a bit of an argument. Now on Saturday afternoon Suzaku wakes up from his coma, come visit?
Warnings: all the angst, lots of spoilers, usual Geass drama

[Open in the infirmary] Suzaku's eyes flickered open and he frowned as he slowly made sense of the new surroundings. He knew where he was quickly as he had spent a lot of time in the infirmary when Nunnally had been unconscious. He sat up slightly feeling dizzy and letting what he remembered wash over him.

In the dungeon, with Zero. Yes... Lelouch was Zero... Suzaku stared at his memory charm bracelet. Lelouch was Zero but he was also the emperor Suzaku had promised to serve. To bring about Zero Requiem.

He remembered Lelouch shouting at him, shooting his Weapon. He hated him... because Suzaku and Lelouch had spoken about what Lelouch knew and Suzaku knew that he somehow came from a later point in time than Lelouch... Lelouch knew nothing about Suzaku being his knight.

His hands went to the necklace round his neck trying to pull it off. No matter how hard he pulled it was stuck fast. He couldn't take it off... Linked to Lelouch... to Zero. To Lelouch who still believed Zero's ways to be the way to change the world.

He clenched his fists, not knowing what to think or what to do. Angry and guilty, he thought he finally had it worked out but now he was confused again, not knowing what to do.


[Private PDA text to Dolorosa] Dolorosa, it is Suzaku Kururugi from Conquest. Can I talk to you please.


[Later at the lake side] When Suzaku was finally released from the infirmary after he had eaten and changed he went to the lake. The ship was gone now, the waters remarkably calm. He sat staring out at the water, trying to piece together his thoughts. To work out what to do.

Comments

[trollofthree]

Details, details. He'd lost more, too. And buying memories and rings for other people was kind of silly when you hadn't got all of your upgrades, right? Gino didn't really understand Suzaku's martyr thinking at all.

"Right! Let's see, you can get one with the money you've got there. Huh, I'll show you the shop later."

[swordofzero]

Suzaku nodded, "Though you might want to get a PDA first." He pulled his own out of the box and showed it to her.

[brbdocumenting]

She looks at his PDA and pulls out her own cellphone, "I have one," she says, not realizing that it's Rakuen specific. Maybe she can get Recette to just upgrade her own phone with the proper software.

[trollofthree]

"Nah, you don't need those. They've got computers all over the place," Gino waved away the suggestion with extreme flippancy. "I guess if you want one, now's the time. They'll be cheaper... But if you wanna talk to someone, you can just find them in person."

[swordofzero]

"Gino's right... You probably don't need one." He put his own in his rucksack with his raks and school books. He wondered if he was allowed to leave, he still felt week but didn't want to stay in here any longer than he needed to.