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rakuen2012-01-17 02:32 pm
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[Feferi is sitting on her bed in the Conquest dorms, flicking at the bracelet around her wrist. She's got two charms attached to it that she didn't have before. Purple tear tracks stain her cheeks, and her voice is scratchy from crying.]
...be careful, Players and Weapons. It's possible to just disappear. Sollux Captor, my friend, not just a Weapon...he's not here anymore. I found a Memory Charm and an Upgrade on my pillow this morning.
[She flicks at the charms again.]
Idiot could have at least told me goodbye. Or told me how he was leaving. Or something. But just disappearing, leaving his things...a memory of his that it feels like I shouldn't have.
[She doesn't mean that.]
...be careful, Players and Weapons. It's possible to just disappear. Sollux Captor, my friend, not just a Weapon...he's not here anymore. I found a Memory Charm and an Upgrade on my pillow this morning.
[She flicks at the charms again.]
Idiot could have at least told me goodbye. Or told me how he was leaving. Or something. But just disappearing, leaving his things...a memory of his that it feels like I shouldn't have.
[She doesn't mean that.]
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hahahaha, she was doing a close-up to the camera in that icon
S-sorry. I kind of fell apart there. Don't normally do that.
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Yeah. Disappeared without a trace.
[She holds up her wrist.]
So strange, having a memory that should be his.
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What's it of?
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It's a little complicated, but...he had a rivalry with another troll I know. He isn't here, but his name is Eridan. Eridan Ampora. They dueled twice, and the second time, Eridan won out. It blinded Sollux, but...that was all right. Sollux knew it was going to happen, so it was one less thing to be afraid of.
...trolls are weird.
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That doesn't sound like good sportsmanship to me. But considering you're the only Troll I know, despite the grey skin and horns, you don't seem weird to me. I don't think of you as anything but another girl. [Probably not the heart of the matter, but Utena doesn't want her to think she harbors discriminatory thoughts.]
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[And that gets Utena another hug.] Thank you. I don't want to be treated like anything special. I was the Heiress to the throne of my home back there, but I don't need any special treatment. It makes me happy, being treated like just a normal girl. It's all I really want.
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[Feferi senses that hesitation. She won't press too hard, but...]
You seem tense.
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[She wants to go back but steels herself not to. Later she'll realize how odd that must seem: arriving right after she makes the post, giving her a hug, being kind, then abruptly making a flimsy excuse and leaving.]
I'll see you later.