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rakuen2012-01-17 02:32 pm
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[Feferi is sitting on her bed in the Conquest dorms, flicking at the bracelet around her wrist. She's got two charms attached to it that she didn't have before. Purple tear tracks stain her cheeks, and her voice is scratchy from crying.]
...be careful, Players and Weapons. It's possible to just disappear. Sollux Captor, my friend, not just a Weapon...he's not here anymore. I found a Memory Charm and an Upgrade on my pillow this morning.
[She flicks at the charms again.]
Idiot could have at least told me goodbye. Or told me how he was leaving. Or something. But just disappearing, leaving his things...a memory of his that it feels like I shouldn't have.
[She doesn't mean that.]
...be careful, Players and Weapons. It's possible to just disappear. Sollux Captor, my friend, not just a Weapon...he's not here anymore. I found a Memory Charm and an Upgrade on my pillow this morning.
[She flicks at the charms again.]
Idiot could have at least told me goodbye. Or told me how he was leaving. Or something. But just disappearing, leaving his things...a memory of his that it feels like I shouldn't have.
[She doesn't mean that.]
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[Feferi senses that hesitation. She won't press too hard, but...]
You seem tense.
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[She wants to go back but steels herself not to. Later she'll realize how odd that must seem: arriving right after she makes the post, giving her a hug, being kind, then abruptly making a flimsy excuse and leaving.]
I'll see you later.